Kamis, 08 September 2011

and when its over...

"I am good, but not an angel. I do sin, but I am not the devil. I am just a small girl in a big world trying to find someone to love."
— Marilyn Monroe


Done. Its you and me. We done. Thats all. Simple but its so hurting, tears falling down without i even planned, we were having such a good time together but we realized we weren't that happy. I'm sad. But then its not my fault neither ur fault. We just have different vision of people surround us. Which is not really important actually if we both know how to manage the differences. But you and me, gave up just like that. Its ok.. I'm letting u go in a hope u could find someone better than me, better in everything  (crossfingers, i wish u couldnt find either) ehehe..come on.. i am selfish, just like others people are..

Thanks for all the lessons, all the cares..u such a smartest guy ever i met..Ah..i do feel lost when i figured out i have no more u in my life..But this is life,i have to deal with that kind of lost sometimes..but i am not the type of a girl who feel miserable after breaking up with the boy, this is nothing to be compared with so many sadness i've been through in my life. So, i'm keeping up my head high,and look around..And i know : I am the best damn thing that ur eyes have ever seen! :D

What  a busy year..people come and go in my life..i cant imagine,how busy my life have been..keep on changing friends, and lovers too, lol..i didnt expect that, they just came within one wink of an eye..

Lord..thanks for giving me such a good life, good things i can have in my life, showing me which one is right and which one is wrong by the ways u putting me through..Feel so good to know that i still have love from people around me, though i already lost one love..but there are still loves for me from others too..

I am what i am..and please dont ask me to change the way i am..if u dont like the way i am, i am pleased to open the door and send u out of my life!

I am just a girl trying to find my true love...:-)